It was a quiet Sunday morning when I found myself inside a small chapel—and it felt like I had traveled through time.
Cheesy intro, I know—but really. Last Sunday, I attended the Traditional Latin Mass (TLM) for the very first time. Russel had invited me several times before, but it never worked out—until now. And the experience? Deeply moving and unforgettable. I had just stepped into the oldest form of the Catholic Mass, a living connection to centuries of Catholic worship.
In many ways, it felt like entering something timeless, sacred, and untouched by modern trends.
A Sacred Encounter with the Latin Mass
The Latin prayers were hauntingly beautiful, especially the Kyrie—the only part in Greek. Nakakapanindig balahibo. There’s a weight and depth in those words that bypass the intellect and go straight to the soul.
I had some idea about the Traditional Latin Mass from podcasts and social media, but never imagined actually attending one. I came with expectations, sure, but tried not to let them color the experience.
The Traditional Latin Mass—also known as the Extraordinary Form of the Roman Rite—is how the Catholic Mass was celebrated for centuries, prior to the liturgical reforms of the Second Vatican Council in the 1960s. It’s called “Latin” because nearly everything—from the prayers to the hymns—is in Latin, the Church’s ancient sacred language.
Facing God Together
One of the most striking features of the TLM is that the priest faces the altar—not the people. This isn’t about turning his back; it symbolizes that both the priest and congregation are facing God together. The atmosphere is quieter, more solemn, and rich with gestures, silences, and sacred symbols that express deep reverence for the Eucharist.
There was incense, Gregorian chant, and a powerful sense that something eternal was unfolding.
As the Mass began, the priest walked toward the altar and began praying quietly in Latin. These are known as the Prayers at the Foot of the Altar. Assisted by a sacristan, the priest donned a flowing vestment called a chasuble, symbolizing charity and sacrifice. Every motion, every silence, felt rich with meaning—even if I didn’t understand it all. I just knew I was witnessing something holy.
Overwhelmed, Yet Drawn In
Throughout the Mass, I found myself just watching the priest. Most of it was in Latin, except for the homily and a few hymns. I was amazed—and, honestly, a bit overwhelmed. It was so different from the Novus Ordo Mass I’m used to.
I missed most of the readings because they were in Latin, and the structure was unfamiliar. There was no visible Offertory—no laypeople bringing up the gifts, no offertory song, no collection baskets. It felt like something was missing… but it wasn’t. After the Credo, the priest quietly began the Offertory Prayers. It was subtle and almost silent—but profoundly solemn. Not performative, just pure worship.
A Different Kind of Reverence
Later, I realized the Our Father—the Pater Noster—was already being prayed. Only the priest recited it, except for the final line: Sed libera nos a malo (“But deliver us from evil”). It was deeply solemn. No holding hands, no distractions. Just quiet reverence. I could feel the priest truly interceding for us before God, while I tried to silently follow along—overwhelmed, but respectful.
Another thing I noticed: nearly all the women wore veils—white, black, embroidered, simple. These veils seemed to say, “I am here not to be seen, but to worship.” I didn’t bring one, but some kind and beautiful regulars had extra and offered me one to borrow.
I didn’t fully understand the meaning behind the tradition, but it felt humbling—as if the veil helped veil my ego, too. I couldn’t explain it, but I felt it deeply: this place is different, and something sacred is happening here.
Holy Communion in the Traditional Latin Mass
Then came Communion. No one was standing. Everyone knelt—and received Christ on the tongue. A server held a golden paten under each person’s chin to catch any possible crumb of the Sacred Host. Only the priest distributed Communion; no lay ministers. The reverence was palpable.
There was no rush, no noise. Just stillness, awe, and sacred silence.
Final Thoughts
Attending the Traditional Latin Mass for the first time was a profound experience—one I’ll never forget. It’s not about nostalgia or being “more Catholic.” It’s about encountering a form of worship that is rich, reverent, and rooted in centuries of faith.
If you’re curious about Latin Mass, or have only heard about it online, I encourage you to witness it for yourself. Don’t worry about understanding everything. Just be present—and let the sacred speak.
